Although
I feel I have been a very determined citizen, promising to bring to
fore that what I faced that June morning in 2009 was not a mere
arrest warrant but what most Americans would consider an all too real
modern day posse', ….or possibly more appropriately an
"Assassination Squad", I believe there was one person that
displayed a cognate, reasoning, and perhaps even best described as
a “maternally instinctive perspective” among the Frisco Police Department.
Among all of Frisco P.D.'s madness, testosterone
overload, vigilante persona, was someone that I felt saw through what
was perceived, and saw a traumatic truth ! That person was Detective
Debra
Leigh Stansell
of the Frisco Police Department.
Unfortunate
Detective Stansell
took her own life this past week, and will not be available at my
trial to express that “cognate, reasoned, maternal instinct”, and
I am troubled with how it may influence the outcome of my upcoming
trial.
Moreover,
I have a heavy heart for the great loss that her family
has suffered, especially her children! I know first hand what it is
like to lose a mother at a young age, I was only nine when my mother
died of cancer. It is an incomprehensible loss to describe to anyone
that has never experienced such a loss personally. Its just one of those things that a “I understand” does not qualify as a condolence. It
is something that grips a child's heart, and cuts a deep hole to the
core. Only time, immediate family support and a strong faith I
believe will heal such a wound caused by the loss of a mother. My
prayers and a sincere heart felt sympathy goes out to all of
Detective Stansell's children.
I
experienced Detective Stansell's maternal instincts personally, and I
do not make light of them, and say so with all due respect. I am
certain she knew from the onset that the whole debacle involving my
actions and consequent arrest were caused by a major misconception
that was exasperated by an over zealous police officer, and that my
son had been the subject of my actions and that Officer Greer was
not. Regardless of her actually knowing that Officer Greer was NEVER
in any danger, the instinct that Detective Stansell brought to the
fore was and remains profound!
Regardless
of Detective Stansell remaining cognate of the fact that she was one
of the lead officers and consequently early in her questioning of me
phrased a very key question in a provocative manner. A question that
could and in most cases would have solicited a self incriminating
response from the person she was questioning, it was apparent she
knew in her “maternal heart” that what had happened was about my
son NOT AT ALL about Officer Greer.
“Did
you think it was your son that you were shooting at ?” Detective
Stansell ask me in the very beginning of her interrogation, and then
again in a [recorded] telephone conversation .
“I
didn't shoot AT anyone!” was my reply. She knew then and she knew
afterward when Frisco P.D. decided to go into their “cover-up the
big debacle that our inept officer caused !”
Had I taken the bait
and miss-spoke , I would have incriminated myself and gave credence
to Officer Greers actions. Greer's words, were the source that
prompted the assembling of what I have called the “assassination
squad” that employed the three snipers on rooftops of my neighbor's
homes, at ready to shoot me through my windows on command!
So
now I have a new concern, because I feel that Detective Stansell
would have held firm to her “maternal instincts” and upon giving
her testimony in my trial. I also believe that Detective Stansell
would have held herself to a higher standard and a moral compass that
points north, and would have revealed that she knew that I in no way
ever intended to shoot at Officer Greer OR ANYONE, let alone my own
son. You see, I have a “paternal instinct” as well as a moral
compass, that points north, as well! I am absolutely certain that Detective Stansell [who did not exhume the arrogant undue animosity] that
her fellow officer and also lead Detective Sartain did. Detective
Stansell I believe with all my heart, knew the night it happened that
something was very wrong, and moreover, was noticeably disturbed at
what had transpired the night I was arrested. Detective Stansell was
not “playing good cop”, she was a good cop!
Now
I am at odds with just how to approach the dilemma that has kept me
captive, destroyed me financially and nearly destroyed my ability to
make a living at all. As I said I have sworn to expose the events of
that June night in 2009 for what they really were, and have NEVER had
any doubts of being acquitted, but I do not want to assess and/or
expose my suspicions of what may have contributed to Detective
Stansell's decision to take her own life in the process. I am not a monster, but I
have very much become a conspiracy theorist, and I pray that my
situation did not add any stress or grief that contributed to such an
egregious finale.
I
am confident that Debra Stansell has found peace and no longer
experiences any pain. Her family has truly lost a big part of what
has made them all what they are today, and not one of them deserves
to be confronted with anything that places them in a position to
defend the life of their mother and wife, and that includes me. So as
I contemplate where I go from here, in my own life's trauma I only
want to say..........
May
you rest in peace, Debra Stansell.
1 comment:
You are one troubled man with Satan's grasp on your life. Bless your heart!
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